Opinionated, are we?

So tonight is pretty lame. Nate has been gettin up around 3 in the morning for 2 days straight, gettin 12 hour days, and now has to do it all again tomorrow...so he's already in bed. We've barley hung out today. I hate these long days...and of course in the concrete business it's always during the summer so when the weather is actually nice, we don't get to do anything together without him being totally pooped. Ugh, I hate his job. Sometimes it feels like he is more in love with his job than our marrige....but I know I can't think like that.

Speaking of business's...Tomarrow is payday for Nate, which means that since he is the one supporting my business right now, tomorrow is order day. Unfortinatly things are not going to plan with last weeks order and nothing has come in the mail yet. I know I need to be patient...but it's hard when I've got this plan to start helping bring in money doing something that I actually have a love for (which for a person like me, means I'll actually stick to it) and it is taking longer than expected to do so. My plan is to start making enough to first support my business, then make more to help as a second income.

I was just talking to my sons father on IM and he said that he heard that since Nate's rents won't be here in the home to 'supervise' if we were granted over night visits in July, we WON'T be granted overnights....hopefully with any luck they will just look at the fact that we've done everything they've asked...It's really confusing how the judge asked us to get a place of our own, so we buy a house....and now they may not consider granting us over nights...maybe I'm just worrying too much. However the good news is that he also heard that Tucker will stay with my mother this court date (July 23rd) until a domestic judge makes a decision...I'm guessing a decision of who gets to take him home....and I'm praying that the domestic judge with be a different one than we are dealing with... I know that Donavan is at least $600 behind on child support....he never pays the full amount a month so yeah. Plus he misses visits here and there. That and he's also got a 9 month old son who he don't even see very often, but is still supposedly dating his mother...so I don't know. I'm just hopeing that this little stuff will end up playing against him...

ugh, I don't know. I'm just seriously having a hard time consentrating on anything else... Expecially the pregnancy. They say that you shouldn't be too stessed during your pregnancy, but how do I manage this one?

Well that's all for now...I'll post again when my mind is wandering too much again.