Opinionated, are we?

Thank you MzzLily & DJan. I appreciate your comments. We have however taken parenting classes and have given the class graduation certificates to srs and the judge for copies...We have done everything they asked...

• Random UAs
• me go back to school
• baby proof the house
• have someone inspect the house
• me go to therapy ever 2 weeks
• us find a place of our own (we are buying Nate's rents house)
• send weekly paystubs for proof of income and that we can support our family
• have a list of everything we have for Tucker
• have a room set up for Tucker
• be to every visit, every other weekend
• be to every court date
• give monthly budgets
• save and send every reciept we spend a dime on
• Pay $225/month child support.....and the list goes on.

We have jumped through every hoop and have gotten basically no where. And yes, we have an attorny...who is basically worthless.

I spoke with my mother today, I kindly let her know that I didn't trust her & I knew some of the things she was up to in tryin to skrew us out of having Tucker. She kept trying to deny it as usual and like her normal self, twist my words and cause an argument....however, she didn't succeed. I just kept telling her that I didn't want to talk about it and soon she just stoped talking to me all together.

Nate and I have decided that we will no longer go up on Saturday nights and stay the night at her house to have more time with Tucker since we can't have our 'unsupervised visit' till Sundays anyway. We will leave Sunday mornings, drive the 3 hours to get him, take him out to eat, shop & play, and take him back to moms and head home. That way we have minimal time around her and she has less that she can twist or use against us.

As for myself. Today, I have de-stressed a lot...I could have a lot more, but I didn't have too much to do. I could have worked on the quilt, but I am afraid I will run out of fabric so I will wait until Friday when we buy more, and continue to work on it this weekend or next week. My soap supplies should be here within the next few days, so that is killing me on waiting for. haha. I will immediatly start making them so I can set them up online and start selling...And of course, you will be the first to know! I looked around today and have found another idea for an item. I will try my hand in Pincushion Jars. I will begin ordering the stuff for that on Friday also...

Besides all that, I will get off here for now. I will leave a post tomarrow...Thank you all again and I hope you are having a better time in life right now than I am...

So I just found out some horrible news...I told you about when I moved in with my best friend to find a job and my mother took Tucker and all this drama started....well I guess when I moved back in with Nathan and started fixing everything, she had called my best friend and asked her to testify against me...

I'll admit, when I was living with her, I did some pretty dumb stuff. I went out partying and drinking...mainly cuz I was hurt that my mother would do this sorta thing to me...and that the love of my life had walked out....But also becuase I was just young and dumb and needed to be numb...

Well my best friend just told me that my mother had done this....she is trying every loophole to screw me over and keep my son...It's so sad... I feel even more abused by her than I did last week...she's taking everything she can and tryin to use it against me.

I hate the fact that I've never had a mother. I mean, I have...but she wasn't right in the head....we are going on 7 years now that she's continuously screwed me...if you don't count not letting me see my father while I was growing up.

Ugh, I just want to lay down in bed and cry right now...

Okay, so I'm 19. I admit that I'm a little young for some of my accomplishments....*ahem* marriage, a house, 2 kids...but at least I'm mature enough to take it all on head first...

Well today, I've been extremely exhausted...I mean, I didn't even get out of bed till 12:45pm....I got up and came upstairs and got on my computer...(lame, I know)...Well I don't know about much of you, but I have facebook and myspace. I signed onto my facebook and saw that I had an email...my first thoughts were, 'what the heck, I never get emails on facebook' and clicked on my inbox...Well I had an email from one of my friends girlfriends stating that she didn't know me, didn't care to know me but that I needed to delete her bf (my friend) off of my facebook and myspace because it was giving her false thoughts....I was like 'whoa'...So I emailed her back (lol). I told her that I was friends with him before they started dating, I was married, lived 3 hours away from him, had a 2 year old and was preggers with #2....and that she needed to grow up....I mean, this girl has to me like 23....I think. At least 21. Well she emailed me back and told me that i was immature and since I didn't follow her wishes that i was apparently in his life in some way and not to be surprised if he deleted me from his friends list....ugh...I'm so tired of this high school drama. This is exactly why I don't have many friends anymore...I took the high road and decided that with everything going on in my life that I needed to be around more mature people and grow up...

But anyway...my day was spent hanging out with one of my best friends who just had her baby by emergency c-section last Tuesday....he is so cute...

and that's about all I have to say today. I didn't get any work done on my quilt...due to I'm afraid I'm about to run out of fabric and don't want to get stuck...

I love you all and hope that you are having a better day than mine...